Haha i learn something new about me. Something i never would ever expect. I am suffering from fear. Fear of loss of love, fear of poverty and the fear of criticizm. I have to stand up and face my fears. Fear of loss of love. I guess I've always been afraid of this cause I've all the happiness in the world in me. And i want to share my joy. But nobody seems to want to share it with me. Tried to say the words but ?.? FEAR. Damn. And why do i not dare say it? Fear of criticizm? I don't want people to say my heart changes very fast. But then this girl is really very nice and i enjoy being around her. And well... She knows how to think for herself. At least to me she seems to be able to. And she's so fragile... What can i say? My heart is too soft. I guess i'm not going to say anything or do anything. Until she thinks its right. Dun wanna make things awkward between us. But i dun really care what other ppl say. I only do what's right.

Ahh just heard some backdated news about me. Haha then upon hearing bad things i immediately put myself in defence position trigger trap card! I discount all the facts and try to state my part of the story. That should be the right thing to do for my part. If u were in my shoes. But its the wrong thing to do. Its not right to point fingers and discount ppl's stories. If its anyone's fault it will be mine. After all there must be a little story before it can be blown out of proportion.

Dun push the blame dun point fingers. If something happens, think why it happens and learn. No use pointing fingers cause nothing happens and only anger rises. Forgiven. Forgotten!

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